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बापुंची वचने 1)अनिरुद्ध क्षेत्री जो आला शरण,तयासी कैसा भय दुःख भार 2)श्रद्धावान हाची माझा मित्र सखा,तयासी मी रक्षिन देवयान पंथी 3)ग्रंथराज हाची जयाचे अनुसंधान,तयाचा योगशेम मीची वाहे 4)जान मी न कधी टाकीन तुजसी,देईन नित्य मनः सामर्थ्य बल बुद्धि 5)मर्यादा हाची जयाचा तारक मार्ग,तयाचा मी आश्रय सर्वकाळ 6)जो जो मज स्मरे दृढ़भावे,तयासी आनंदघन देईन मी 7)मज सवे जो प्रेमे येइल,तयाचे अशक्य शक्य मी करीन 8)तू वानर मी मित्र तुझा खचित,रावण मरणार जान तू निश्चित 9)जेथ सेवा भक्ति शारन्य राहे,तेथ तेथ दाऊ नंदा अनिरुद्ध राहे

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

अनुभव 7

Wow...thanks for the opportunity...there are so many experiences....even this fact that so long I wanted to share my Bapu's experience is coming true, Bapuda is truly great and has fulfilled my wish....he always comes up..when I think I m forgotten by Him.
This story is kind of long...so pls bear with me...well my mom was a heart patient with a open heart surgery already done in 1999. And again in 2001 -2002 she fell sick and was advised by cardiologist that she needs to have another open heart surgery. She was very weak. I consulted PP Suchit Dada...those days the clinic used to be in Dadar. Suchit Dada consulted with PP Bapu and informed me that mom will have to undergo surgery. PP Suchit Dada also said that PP Bapuda will himself be present for the surgery. Little did I know that PP Bapuda will be there....his ways are uncanny.  Before she got shifted to Kikabai hosp in King Circle, she was in Ashirwad hosp in Mulund. Well there was a junior Doc, all of a sudden just before the evening of my mom's surgery, he had this urge to "see" the operation being performed on my mom. PP Bapuda only knows how he actually managed to get past all the bureaucracies and he managed to come for the surgery. He was our PP Bapuda in disguise...he was all through the surgery, came out of OT and  came straight to meet us and said "Don't worry, the surgery went well and is successful". When later we met the junior doc after abt 5 months, he himself was amazed that he actually made it for my mom's surgery. All I can say is that Bapu never lies and he never lets down his bhaktas. Now there is another of Bapu's miracle in this same story. As I mentioned before my mom was very weak, she was actually underweight when this surgery happened, so she was not fine after the surgery, she was put on ventilator for abt 7 long months. 4 days she would be ok..then on 5th day back to ventilator. 52 pints of blood was given to her during that hosp stay. How we managed O negative blood..was another of Bapu's blessings as it was the same year the Kutch earthquake had happened n lot of people had donated blood to Gujarat and so were unable to re - donate blood for those months.
Then came the Guru Poornima day, a day of real celebration who have known a Guru's love. I thought Bapuda will have his Darshan at Hari Guru Gram. See my Bappa knows...that year the festival was celebrated at a Charitable Hall at King's Circle, just across the road from the hosp where my mom was admitted. As it was a week day, I had no reliever till evening. And I thought,...oh how I wish I could just go there and come back, Bappa send an angel in disguise, one of my sister's classmates' mom who also happened to be a nurse had an day off n she came all the way from Thane to see my mom. And moreover, cos she knew my faith in Bapu, she said "go, i will be here till you come back", it was Bapu. No doubt abt it. Like Sakubai got relieved of her duties when she wanted to visit Pandharpur.....my Pandharpur came to me.  I went in, told the volunteers that I needed to see Bapu, they allowed me in. I was amazed. When I saw Bapu, I just looked at him and he looked at me and I "talked" to him (actally just in my mind) that Bapu, you said I had to get mom operated but so many months now, she is still suffering and is on bed. And he raised his hands in a Blessings way. I felt joyous. I still didnt know his mysterious ways. I came back to hosp thanked the angel for keeping a guard on my mom. After 2 days the doc who was my mom's surgeon said he has to go for Gujarat duty (all the docs have to do such charitable duty). He said I would have to be with her 24/7, as my mom was in ICCU, she didnt have a room, so staying in hosp was out of question also because my nanima who was worried sick abt my mom would be more worried if i dont come home daily n tell her mom is ok. Well then I looked for a hosp in Mulund which had a ventilator. At that time, only Chetna Hosp in Mulund had the ventilator machine.The docs said pray to whoever you believe cos my mom's state was really bad. They said it is really a miracle that she is still alive with such multiple problems. There was carbon dioxide built up in her stomach which caused the stomach to blaot, only 25% of her lungs were functioning i.e taking in air, becos of that her heart had swollen and was under pressure. She already had a prosthetic valve. Things were really bleak, she had become ventilator dependent. Well the doctors at Chetna hosp gave my mom a very aggressive approach of treatment and within 15 days she was back home.  We didnt even have moeny to pay, but the Dr. Kamlesh Joshi was so kind to say that "beta, did I even ask for money?, pay me when you can, right now we will think of how to get your mother on her feet." I m so thankful for the doctor's gesture, they didnt even know us, but all the docs the whole staff there was like a family to us, I cannot even begin to say how much all this meant to my mom n us. It was a miracle that she came home, even the sisters and helpers at Kikabai had tears in their eyes when I informed that mom is finally back. They too came to visit us from Sion n King Circle to see mom. Its all grace of Param Pujya Bapu, PP Nandai and PP Suchit Dada. They took us "paar" when there was no hope really. Love Bapu with all my heart. Mom passed away in 2008, but I know Bapu took her with Him and she is merged with Bapu. Hari Om Bapu, Nandamata and Suchit Dada and to all Bhaktas.
-Shwetaveera Jeevan Prakash, Mulund
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